Ever feel so sad that you get this weird feeling in your chest, neck, and sinuses? And, you just want to go to bed even though it's one in the afternoon?
I just always wish I was sleeping, even when I'm not tired. But, then all my free time is spent in bed. I already have to be in bed enough as is. I could be spending that time doing all the things I want to do, but don't have the willpower to do them. Even if I stay up, I'll just end up wasting that time anyway.
Life is perfect, I dunno what I'm always so sad about.
I have work on Thanksgiving and will be missing dinner with my family. It's been that way for the past three years. I'm a little bummed, but my family is more upset than I am. I mean, it won't really make a difference to them that I won't be there, but they're upset anyway.
My half brother is visiting. I wonder if I'll get to say hi.